I Don't Know...

I feel..well..have felt that that I've been walking in on something I shouldn't have. For years now. Something sacred, something that the people have shared and had together for years before I came, and will continue long after I've gone out of their lives, my tail between my legs. Maybe if I had grown up where they had, done what they did I could share in it, but if I had I would not be the person I am now. Guess I'm just being paranoid. Maybe things aren't really what I make them out to be. It's just, I've always felt this way about people my whole life.